Wew, finally I can make it happens, this blog.. (ha ha)

This is my “first” real blog ever, hope that it could last longer than the last one.

Btw, it’s been a week since my arrival from Surabaya, the city where once I stayed in. My last day in Surabaya was spent with visiting The House of Sampoerna (for four years staying there, finally I visited it-on my last day). There’re some pictures taken on my last day in Surabaya, check it out…^^

(check this too ^^ : http://www.flickr.com/photos/helenarway)

Well, it’s a cliché, rite... You don’t know what you’ve got until you’ve lost it...

It really happens to me thought. Back in four-five years ago, it was my first time staying away from my family. I went for college in Surabaya... Many memories there, bitter sweet memories, hehe. At first, it was a nightmare for me, to stay in Surabaya. I guess it was because the shock-culture effect, haha... No offense guys, but y’all got very different language; I couldn’t recognized any single Javanese word you said! ^^

Also the lifestyle and habits were different too! It made me missed Bali so much, hehe...

But after all, still I love and grateful to have stayed there. I have friends there; friends in anytime – hard or fun – escaping classes, doing “just-in-time” homework, late for classes, choosing which classes to take at every beginning of semester, etc etc.. And hey, I even found “the One” there, bwahahaha.. thanks to COP ;p

But the most of all, I learnt how to be a mature adult, not to be selfish and promiscuous in friendship-ness and loving someone... from a friend that I adore so much.

I’ve promised that I will change the way I was.. I’ll never gonna stop trying even though it is very hard to do so... I just wanna show that I really meant it when I said I’ll change. Up till now, still my heart filled with regrets for what I’ve done to friend. If only I could turn back time or have another chance… ;p

Like Mr. Cole said, " The greatest thing you'll ever learn is just to love and be loved in return"... and I misunderstood it..